Daily Scribblings, Doodles & Sketches

Doubting myself…again.

I had a slight freak out about spending a tonne load of money on a Garde Design course when all I want to really call myself is an artist who paints all day. Then I freaked out over the question ‘what if I am not an artist?’.
After an evening of being determined to prove to myself I am a painter and breathing in far too many turp fumes my head is far too fuzzy for worrying and my freak outs too amusing to consider anyway.

Up shot is I did some painting:

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Currently I don’t really like it and prefer it before:

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The piece had to progress though, I think. At least that is what I am telling myself.

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This entry was published on October 28, 2014 at 11:30 AM. It’s filed under Uncategorized and tagged , , , , , , , , , , , . Bookmark the permalink. Follow any comments here with the RSS feed for this post.

2 thoughts on “Doubting myself…again.

  1. It doesn’t matter what you call yourself, we artists have our own definitions. . What matters most is
    Are you doing something you find satisfying?
    Can you still pay the bills?
    Keep at it and good luck.
    Chris

    • Thank you. I am an artist through and through, I know that and I know that shall never change. I just occasionally loose sight of myself. Currently working for a garden centre and a discount book store make it possible for me to pay bills. The garden design shall be the satisfying means to an end.
      SK

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